Getting unstuck
When the world is influx
Frozen while my heart unthaws
A trinity surreal
That I can touch, I can feel
Broken down like the meal in my stomach
But mixed signals compounded
Essence true, I’m grounded
Dumbfounded
Is it rising or will I plummet?
Is it crazy that I just know
A softness heavy
Like I’ve lifted a levy
And let everything fall gently like snow
White and bright
In the darkness and in the light
Able to see clearly, it’s true
Able to face the fright that lingers
I am certain somehow
See the power
Live right now
That together we’ll continue to grow
✨❤️🌱
I still find myself at times wondering if you’re real. It feels like the universe just gave us to each other finally after a long period of suffering. Immersed in gratitude everyday because I just can’t believe how lucky I am, how wonderful it feels and how you make my heart sing with laughter. I’ve never known a man like you or felt a connection like this. It feels real and organic. Genuine. Pure. Loving. All I could ever ask for. When I’m sitting next to you, and you’re playing the piano for me, one of our songs “Everything” by Passenger and the tears brim from the corners of my eyes because life is so fleeting and beautiful and the feelings I feel are so profound. Never thought you’d be in my life. It’s magical. I’m thankful. I’ll watch the stars kiss the earth with you every night and feel swallowed by the sky. Listening to Alan Watts and mesmerized in those dark brown eyes... melting into them. Feeling my heart swell. You are my match. I knew when we met. I just needed to be patient, let life take its course as it would. But my feet are planted these days and I feel like I’m finally home. Thank you for your love. It changed my whole life. ❤️
