I have lots of weird abstract dreams on a daily basis...
Last night I dreamt that my insulin pump came out and I kept trying to reinsert it and it would go in my skin, but then the tubing would detach. I was flipping out and screaming for help, cause I knew I would die without insulin, however everyone ignored me and wouldn't stop and help me figure out why the tubing was detaching. Finally after about 12 tries of stabbing it in my thigh, side, and stomach and saying I needed to go to the emergency room I inserted it in my inner thigh. I thought it was fixed, but I touched the tube and it fell away
and started gushing blood. Like when they take an iv out and the blood force is so strong it just like sprays in out of a stream from your vein. I thought I was going to die, but John finally came and helped. Kissed away my tears.
I woke up. Didn't fully remember the dream until I was driving into work. I thought it was odd though. I guess I am a little odd. :p
i'm just a silly girl . a dreamer of dreams . learning life can be as crazy as it seems . I’ve come undone . i've fallen apart . Faded and cracked like old ancient art . But My head is smart and I’m still following my heart . Praying that at the end of this road, Is a fresh new start…
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