Gate by the Road

Standing at the gate by the road

Seeing the stars against the sky

Wondering what it all means

But not questioning why

My eyes are wide open, 

I don’t want to blink

Still kinda scared you could disappear

Gone like water down the sink

You tell me you won’t 

So I have to believe

And I know myself enough

To know that I’ll never leave

Because we are iridescent 

Brilliant, bold, bright and glowing

Sunshine, this warmth

Feel our true reality growing

I didn’t know love was like this

You told me I never felt it for real

And babe, I cry tears of joy

With the beauty of what I feel

             When I’m with you....

abstract arrhythmia

# abstract arrhythmia 

Date: Feb 14, 2017

(c) eGranholm - jumbledthoughts19

Pink skies unfold,

Open my eyes, I'm told

Cause the shadows sold my heart into darkness.

But I can see the light,

Feel the warmth, grasp it tight.

Still this frantic little girl-child panicked...

Third degree burns.

Head & heart don't take turns.

They say experience is how you learn,

       except when you don't...

And I can't,

No I won't...

    Let my world fill up with smoke.

My love's no joke,

           And I won't choke on these words...

 

Both feet

 

 

 

i dont like that i like you

I don't like that I like you
Makes me uncomfortable
Shift around in my seat
Left feeling vulnerable
And I'm not sure if you get it
But a part of me thinks you do
I tried to fix my heart
It's still a mess of broken pieces and glue

Stories Untold May Never Unfold

i dream of you
dream of feeling your soft kisses against my neck
as you tuck my hair behind my ear, and guide my lips to yours
i'm melting like an ice cube in an arid desert
much faster than the beating of my heart
echoing loudly inside my ribcage
It's a shock, a tingle, an essence, a moment
this feeling reverberating inside

i don't ever want to let go

inside her head

Some days I stay inside my head

And unthread the thoughts of crimson and red

While this hunger inside remains unfed

And this blood I’ve shed is meaningless.

But these feelings I feel,

Too profound to be real

Still bleeding, won’t heal.

Caught in this cycle of ideal

Like a wheel that’s continuously spinning…

I used to think I was a dreamer of dreams

A believer it seems, in silence and screams

Rushing along with streams and moon beams,

As I gleamed with the essence of your being.

But I’ve come undone, fallen apart

Faded and cracked like old ancient art

My head is smart, but I’m following my heart

And hoping that at the end of this road,

Is a fresh new start…